• Maybe i cant love you as deep as i love him.
• i cant find that happiness you can give.
• maybe it's fate that we should stop at a certain state.
• we cant hab that trust that we both wanted.
• Maybe your care are jus fake caring.

♥s[HE] be(LIE)ve♥

Monday, January 18, 2010, 8:26 PM

I love you!!! boyツ

A post for ytd(:
went Lerh house do homework.damn stress sia sec3 life.i cant tahan le):
skip skip skip.....until we went mac for dinner
dunno is pictures section or really go dere for dinner de lo.haaha.


Well,i dunno wad to sae liao.
Todae went JURONG POINT with Vian & Lerh actually wan pei her go take the wad de.Den in the end wasted alot of time.So planned that we go eat first den go take but in the end didn go collect with her le.Damn it.We took 3hours to finish our Lunch @ Pizza Hutツ. zai rite.ya.

Labels: knowing that you're alway being dere to cheer me up whenever i'm down

♥s[HE] be(LIE)ve♥

Saturday, January 16, 2010, 8:20 PM

Accompany Vian to JurongCC todae for her Scholarship things together with Lerh.She super dulan de,it all started with her Sis told her 15.30 is 1.30pm haaha.She chiong like siaozhabor lo.took cab dere super rich de.aiyo.hm.in between alot of thing happened while headed back to Vian house such as[she took off her uniform in front of the public,wanted to cross over the fence in order to cut short the distance imagine how obscene is that scenery MAN!!!!] Went her house and watched movie.Damn funny.The three of us keep laughing like siaO zhabor sia .haaha. Hm,suan le still hab lots of thing to go de.but no mood dun wish to continue le.

It's still too late to carefully write down your concern
describing how i love you,yet you leave me away with a smile
Feelings will eventually heve their down times
wanting to find someone to talk to
No complaints,No waiting
only the acceptance you gave me
Not understanding,Not saeing it aloud
Letting my regret linger in my memories
Trying to adjust to the Blankness without you
I accompanied loneliness,
but i realised that it's difficult to endure
it's too late to return to that day
The season that we met each other
The images of happy past
has now disappeared into nothing
The tomorrow i never say in time
is too precious for us
Let time wash away everyting
Hide all my tears inside my heart

Labels: not trusting you anymore.

♥s[HE] be(LIE)ve♥

Friday, January 15, 2010, 11:11 PM

Went stagmont todae.Spent the whole day dancing 'fire burning' & singing lots of different kinds of songs lol i really gonna be crazy liaOs.
Ever since it started somewher after school.Well.CRAZY,CRAZY & CRAZY.i also dunno why? Naive & the Innocent boy(:

Take a breath,
I’ll pull myself together.
Just another step until I reach the door
you’ll never know the way,
it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something to take it all away.

Sometimes I wish I could save you
there’s so many things that I want you to know
I won’t give up till it’s over
if it takes you forever, I want you to know

When I hear your voice,
it’s drowning in the whispers
your just skin and bones
there’s nothing left to take
and no matter what I do
I can’t make you feel better
if only I could find the answer
to help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till its over
if it takes you forever, I want you to know
that........If you fall, stumble down,
I’ll pick you up off the ground.
If you lose faith in you,
I’ll give you strength to pull through.
Tell me you won’t give up,
cause I’ll be waiting here if you fall
you know I’ll be there for you

To: levina [Since when did the both of us fall in love in this?]

Labels: 1111 Time of memories(:

♥s[HE] be(LIE)ve♥

Thursday, January 14, 2010, 10:10 PM

Life is Unpredictable.
Well,there's nothing i could sae. I'm just staying in the world of worrying,it's bad to hab this kind of tings but no choice.
It seems to be jus suffering throughout the days.Life was simple, staying with all wonderful friends around.

其实我非常爱你不想失去你 难道我没有权利说我不愿意 你给了他的吻 虽然只有余温 可知道我多渴望抓住你的心 我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心 我每天假装开心害怕你离去 可不可以任性 求求你不要去 藏在我心里 最后一句 其实还爱你

Labels: Dont worry be happy? Well i try

♥s[HE] be(LIE)ve♥

Wednesday, January 13, 2010, 8:26 PM

Well,todae school started at 8.Hm,took a cold shower this morning wasted alot of time in prepared.7.30am den i leave the house cox Sebaster pei me go MRT station take train.Haaha(: it's the first time he pei me, end up making me so shy.wow!!..He so shuaii sio look abit similar as lerh de Bf only head not the same.well......Lerh understand?(:
Hm,spent the whole day in class laughing all tks to those Entertainers.make me laugh like mad sia.thrown bluetag.fun meh???haiyo...

Went to take the result of x-ray.Well,can sae not really that good la.At first i saw the result abit curve i tot i sit slanted position so causes it to be likethat de but wad i get bak for the reply was "you're are born to be abit curve le" den i was like WAD.born to be?possible?
Anyway going to hospital on 1oth March,eeyer but i dunwan put the wadever weirdweird thing to support leh.is like EEeee so strange.Well,nehmind la serious or not serious i shouldn't be sadd because of this.& shall stay happy everyday(: [REMEMBER? MY DEAR CLASSMATES]i love laughing everyday(: so girls dun worry me & tks for the accompany todae.I'm always the Crazy one rite(:
After that went stag awhile for slacking jiu go home le i go lot1 meet mummy.haaha so QiAo saw Jerome todae.He's still the same still so tall.wad the.
Err,i nth sae le shall stop here.

Labels: yeah.haaha..hab your bless i'll be fine(: tks ya.

♥s[HE] be(LIE)ve♥

Tuesday, January 12, 2010, 9:00 PM

Didn went to sch todae.went to see doctor & take x-ray instead.
Well,after that met alvina den go lot1 eat KFC for breakfast& lunch cox she didn go sch too.slack slack den go home.Damn tired restrest awhile den she use com watching Hai pai tian xin.wad the 1.54pm den i go shower when i suppose to meet lerh dey all after sch.did everyting in the rush of time.
Haaha,saw joeL todae.it's totally diff from the first time i saw him.haaha.sorry i cant go New Court so often(:
Hm,went yewtee with huiqin meiling & lerh laugh here laugh dere wad the.cannot gib the two Express girls to teach me wad's todae lesson de sia.Gib dem teach my mind totally went blank de. Nehmind tmr ask Ms Su.haaha.den after that go stag slackslack until 6+ den go home.Well, noe another new friend name Yuyou(:

♥s[HE] be(LIE)ve♥

Saturday, January 9, 2010, 10:47 PM

Maybe i shouldn't like you back.noe why? cox its difficult for you to like me back.feeling fade so no choice.Well tis is how i see in the facts, a person that jus my friend get to tell me the changed on me but you didn.shows that he stil hab that care or wad so ever as a friend.to you even its jus a friend looks like we're jus strangers.Rite to sae that?

It's totally different & its obvious.If you cant feel it den suan le but to me it's a different meaning le.i told him i'm changing to a lost in myself well its true!!!
rmb i told you i alr started dun understand on you le and obviously you are adding in alot of things.& after some time we gonna be two different world.
Maybe i dunno? i'm alw waiting for you to tell me. but you didn.alw reply in short way.orh.oh.ok. all tis is not i wanted to see.you understand?i not jealousing abt anything cox i noe your heart are still with her & i cant force it.is like the feeling between me & him it needs time,so everyting is my fault & i'm not blaming you.you understand?

If you love that person 1year,you hab to take another 1year to deeply forget & really gib up on that person. this all i understand cox loving him suffer me alot too.but it worth cox i didn regret on anything.

Labels: so is my decision wrong?

♥s[HE] be(LIE)ve♥

11:42 AM

Posting for ytd.....
fitness lesson started with Dance hate it man!!!hate dance leh..spent my fitness lesson laughing crazily on Principal + abit movement la obcox.
Well after math,PE train 2.4 running Mr Low wants 3-4 to run differently from other so ask us to run cross the field 20 times.My god.tiring sio.but fun was bcox Mr Low forced Robin to run, while running he laugh until like......................haaha.Hm, i dunno why i hurt until my back leh didn fell down or anything else why likethat?went to tell Mr Low but he dun care so suan le lo went back class sit right behind of the class quietly listening to SS teacher toking craps wait until recess.damn it.
skip until after sch la went stag slack stil the same ppl playing bball. denden toktok with xinyi abt something den met alvina for dinner tgt with lerh vivian.Lots of fun.lo.finish dinner ate ice-cream chatting abt childhood damn funny de.haaha.

Labels: the feeling is no longer the same.

♥s[HE] be(LIE)ve♥

Thursday, January 7, 2010, 7:25 PM

Today walked with junwei to MRT station.haaha so lucky jus reached train station jiu started raining liaos.hm.reached yewtee took cab to sch with alvina meiLing & vivian.Laala.hengheng didn late for class otherwise hab to get punish by Ms Sng liao.
Hm,todae first time clip up fringe feeling weirdweird de.but gonna get use it la.damn it.wad stupid rules sia.
Well,todae end school @ 2pm much early dan others, it's only for 3-3 &3-4.walked the whole entire level 4 - level 1 but cant find Mr tan wad the..siAn.hm. should i take A math? still tinking leh.E math den A math.tsk.aiyo.stress sio.
Alamak,from dunno when onwards still hab to stay back everyday for ART liaOs bah due to something.
stil can cope but dunno when am hanging up side down le.
LOLs, i dunno wad to sae le.
tink that's all bah(:

Labels: ♥lovesyou♥ tks.

♥s[HE] be(LIE)ve♥

Tuesday, January 5, 2010, 9:17 PM

Sch has started.busy has arrived right in front of me.Stil cant really get use of wad's in front of me.took height&weight todae,short 2cm = 167cm lose 2kg = 40kg tsk.wad the.impossible lo.

Sorry that i ignored you todae,i jus simply wanted to try gibing up without any regret.i dunwan to trouble you on anything maybe it takes time but i stil wanted to try no matter wad the results are....jus let me be the one suffering...dun worry i will listen to the advice you gave,ya i wont force myself de... [forgotten] & maybe i did it.so its a relieved.i tink.

Wad i asked earlier on was jus my tinking i didn hab that confidence telling abt wad i need or maybe something else,this simply got me confused.wad should i do?Maybe you still like her or wad la.i dunno.but feeling that i really cant read out wad's on your mind now a days liaOs.♥dumdum

Tks korkor for accompany me home ytd but sorry oh this makes keep rmbing that person who use to pei me home last time.
Erm forget it nth for the post liaOs.
WAD RUBBISH AM I TOKING ABOUT?

Labels: ♥levina♥ LoLs fair enough okay.

♥s[HE] be(LIE)ve♥

Sunday, January 3, 2010, 9:54 PM

Back from grandparent house.
Haaha.currently doing Multi-Task.jus finish chatting with Bryan & Zhengkai on msn. Msging with ♥dum♥,zhuzhu,Shawn & korkor.So sian.
Sch gonna start tmr le.Every rules changed and we mus obey it.haixx go die la.fuck.we not primary school okay.damn dulan.tsk.
Well,everything mus see tmr how le.Form teacher Sally Sng how am i gonna survive?i still tinking that why she dunwan take 3-3 mus take 3-4 sia.Damn it.

Hm,now waiting korkor to reach home den chatchat.haaha(:

Mummy told me abt daddy & she said "他有錢花在女人身上， 沒錢花在你們身上!!" damn funny de can see how deep her hateness is,towards daddy(:
Parents are the best example. that's why i'm rejecting.sry.& i'm stil holding on 2 my 1year7month cox he's the one who noe me well(: but inside i understand that maybe its still not the time either for you or me.cox both of us stil cant forget the ting that's in front us.So make thing simple it's jus enough of wad we habing rite now..........
Girls shouldn't trust boys too much.cox all tks to feelings ' it ' hurted the other partner whenever feeling has fade.

Labels: ♥dumdum♥

♥s[HE] be(LIE)ve♥

Friday, January 1, 2010, 7:02 PM

Happy 2010 tiger year!!
spent my new 2010 & the last 2009 at yewtee NEW COURT with lots of funny friends.

__________________last 2009 & new 2010__________________
Met alvina 1+ at causeway walkwalk den went yewtee eat Subway.Then met korkor den go new court slack.haaha.
Hour has past,went to meet Meiling den attended Kokhow organised de event.Wad the i really cant guide ppl de,can walk until i keep calling Jeefei ask him how to go that place de.aiyo.But go there oso nth do de quite sian de lucky have Vian & Ben de entertaining lo,if not sure die de.
Is like so qiao de only one day can saw so many friends de first saw Lerh while crossing road to yewtee den follow by abt 6 or 7+ arh saw Jiaming,Liangyee,Jianfeng(mummy) & Marvin @ kokhow block downstair.Denden 8+ saw Zhiyong,Nut,Xinyi & julius.
Anyway went Baojuan house play Majong until 10.30 i tink den went back New court play water bombs.haaha(: Den after that Jocelyn wanted to take group pictures,den after that we went to the drain for countdown totally fun man..ah haaha(:
Tio screen by Police but nehmind la get use le already the third time liaOs.hoho.after that went 7/11 find Alvina Fabien Mervyn dey all den go carpark rooftop slack totally cooling...
Went home with korkor @ abt 2.45 likethat.haaha.Tks korkor stil purposely pei me take cab home until my house downstair den go home.tsk.aiyo.

♥Sry dum if i'm the one who make you no mood bcox of some tinking.i dun meant to make you worry de.sorry really sorry.♥

Labels: New 2010...with A brand new life.

♥s[HE] be(LIE)ve♥