lovebabyalways

2012-01-12T23:11:00.001+08:00

what happened to you.?we wasnt likethis tat time.its just recently being likethis ): watever it is i just wanted us to go back to how we used to be.those period of time when we could speak to each other like nobody business ): to me you're like my special wall, a friend tat i can feel free to talk with. no worries of telling you any single thing cox you wont say it out.instead you would like being dere giving me all kind of advices. youre a friend tat i wouldnt want to lose,just hoping you tat you wont keep thing to yourself. i want to be tat wall whereby you can feel free to say it out without hiding.

2011-10-02T18:28:00.002+08:00

So nervous about tmr's paper~ hope everything he taught will come out in chem paper tmr~!
hope everything will be fine♥ ^^

2011-09-23T20:35:00.002+08:00

felt so different afterall.arghh so miss you ): sian sian dont know why everything oso can link to you de. afterall i still want you in my life.): so feel like calling you _DEAR♥_...

Aww so fan, dont know want go have lunch with korkor this sunday anot.So scare he will angry, but ya so long didnt saw korkor le.? Agrhh so indecision..First time so afraid that he will angry,dont know izzi bcox i too 在意him le but since when this feeling took place sia! aint im the saeing on the issue of cannot put in too much for him if not in d end get hurt de is me? ):

2011-09-19T03:21:00.000+08:00

Dear you,i wish you knew my feeling♥

如果心里存在着不甘心，就代表还没有到放弃的时候。对，我还是不甘心真不知道这个不甘心的感觉会持续多久可是我知道你是唯一给我这种感觉的人。Hmm, late for school again! this time round it's different he's late for school too.Just dont know why am i avoiding him,some people happy lo first time late jiu can see him yet whenever i saw him i would just simply felt sad. Seriously i started believe in越是想看见的东西，他越是不想让你看见this sentence.today dont know happened how many times le.aww.

Today's life suck,dont know why after eating still will gastric pain.Seriously不能忍的那种痛,it happens twice ): 痛死我！啦！):

2011-09-18T21:20:00.004+08:00

人生没有过不去的事情只有过不去的心情。唯一能做的就是等，在等待的时间里或许换一个心情,或是转个弯,一样能走到我想要的目的地。这个结果不行就趁早放弃, 放弃并不是结束而是另一个新的开始。

I dont know why its just simply a send out button but i just dont dare to send it.if only he know im writing all this untold words just to want him know i simply just still care--> "就因为在乎所以生气,或许你觉得我不在爱你但我好想过了N再听你清清楚楚的告诉我一切."

REally hope after all we could sae clearly and start all over again.

2011-09-17T23:11:00.003+08:00

totally so shag this week for alot thingy ): Chin de problem makes me think of him, wanted to cry out alot of time le but i just cant.really feel like vending out everything so that i wont feel so painful. ): Sooooo,dont know how to sae meiling(to angry/sad), sending him all those without me knowing.
i know he wants to study,really thanks for still telling me the reason why leaving.i tink this is the only reason that i can keep myself still into him bah. Hope that he wont let my down for making this decision? shall wait till after N den see want to give up ma bah, although that feeling was awful but if this is right i wont regret<3

>really wish you could tell me everything after N.GOODLUCK.

2011-09-07T23:59:00.005+08:00

如果时间能够从来我们还会不会是这样？这到底是命运还是我们本来就属于对方？我想如果在让我选一次那还会是你。i really hope things wouldnt came out like this, so painful. you're being like how he treated me,我不想一而再再而三的这样被伤了。你呢了解这样的痛苦吗？我想你不会！

2011-09-06T23:01:00.005+08:00

ahh CHINESE LISTENING COMPRE makes me so TSK by the music played.overall its fun wasted half an hour relieving down my nervous(: aww, ss not really very good leh, expected! but SBQ i tink i did well :D AHH just hope that i will do well in ENGLISH just like how i did for MOTHER TONGUE!arghh pray hard!O.o
Anyway, wondered he prefer sitting behind or in front sia...haahas he seem to be more concentrated sitting in front.or maybe its SS bah..hmmm.
Well, just woke up from my sleep not long cheh i dreamt of him again!! it's so damn real but i dont hope that it will happen.. started not to be able to gain that lost le, painful know~ :P
Someone still seem to have his own tinking in mind, really wonder wad happened to him.Making me tink so much ):

2011-09-05T17:20:00.005+08:00

it's another O5 todayyy.nth special just as per normal.已经慢慢淡掉了。

Heehes today Chinese was easy(: but keep tsktsk while doing leh.felt so different from the past 3 1/2 years examination!(:

aww,dont know wad's wrong with me gastric getting worse now a days le ): whole day makes me keep feel like vomitting..awful >w< Hmm,hope wad i've prepared for ss will be awesome.currently still in the process of acheiving suceed..heehes :}

2011-09-04T17:55:00.002+08:00

Tinking myself really being very selfish.really dont have the rights to love anyone.i cant even let go and forget about that particular person but still dare to fall into another one.?!hERH joke sia me! love is really a game that i cant afford to have it...
Phew, N'level chinese TMR!!!! ahhh so nervous~hope with the help of dict i would do it much beta dan prelims(:

2011-09-03T23:11:00.000+08:00

wad are you trying to tell me.? you left a text and den not replying le..really wondering wad you trying to sae know... anyway exams is round the corner dont wanna stress you out hmm still tinking should i tell you everything after O'level ma ): 真的好希望没有任何事可以动摇我们现在的友情。hope everything is just simply fine....

2011-09-02T22:03:00.007+08:00

hmm, suddenly feel like blogging again..haahas so damn weird..

Ahh everything changed 一个每天在我身边的LEE变成了朋友，反而一个和我只是很要好的朋友变成更进一步了。never think b4 that we will become likethat one day..只怪我自己太笨HAAHAS!

very angry myself!!! why cant i just let him go...so weird dunno why everytime saw him or happened to talk to him on phone my face will turn red den i'll feel very very hot... take today as an example haixx ): why everytime finally can forget le den you'll do something to make me love you back? memories really so powerful meh, can you tell me how you forget me? izzi by liking someone else i really佩服你sia break le can so easy go like others le.but thanks la this prove me something, shouldn't have trust you so much and oso love you more...SUAN LE IT'S OVER!

AND _____ not replying my text ): feeling very down now ): haixx i tinking im getting more and more into you le ): 我不知道自己在做什么了，你能告诉我吗？

Agrhh i dunno wad to write le 觉得自己好三心二意ohh, shall continue next time....

2010-12-04T20:59:00.005+08:00

It has been a few month 4 not posting anything on blog haaha(: unlike some bastard keep changing blog & keep posting some wad love love de post hor! still wanting me to update.agrhh hate her so much !!!!! haaha(:

Ok post something here bah,haaha recently everyting is like a brand new things/life to me le. haaha more&more friends like[eudice] and more&more CCA. started to get interested in choir le.Funny de is im not interested in singing but interested in the insult,teacher made(: choir suckkkk made me stand for the whole entire practice !!!but bcox of A1 i bare with that!! herh...
THINGs are changing and i've no idea which move to moves on.Even the person who alw being there to help me has changed.wad should i do.everything is like stranger to me ! how i wish that's something for me to ease those unhappy things away from my mind.so that i wont hab those negative tinking.

TO: YOU
im sick&tired of ever lasting ):
im on the way of giving up alr.if you dun used your true heart to save me from the path tat im going.its's maybe really time for me to let go.there's no reason for me to stay any stronger from this relation.

Wondering why everytime there mus be quarrel b4 that coming month.3more hours to 9month.maybe this the chance for me to decide whether to give up bah.dont make me lose this feeling from you!

2010-10-20T23:11:00.003+08:00

To me,
my tinking that you gave is like : you are just being over.im suffering you noe mar? sometime tings that happen to me isn't wad i wanted.& you saw/maybe you noe le you just straight react can you understand me more!!!you angry the problem that lies on HIM i understand cox i once fall for him b4 but to others? im angry bcox of this you noe!WOULD YOU LIKE TO HAB A TRY AND TELL ME HOW YOU FEEL??????

anyway,got back result todae
art - 75.3(1)
science - 69.9(3) (wad the o.1 mark to grade 2 wad cant u gave me this o.1 mark!!!!)
chinese - 65.7(3)
english - 54.7(5)
SS+HIS - 53.8(5)
math - 39.1(F9)(wad the hell I FAIL!!!)
im getting worse and worse no improvement @ all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-10-10T19:20:00.004+08:00

its 1o-1O.10 todae 2more to my bdae le sad.....its my MAth paper2+chemistry.....ARGhh!!!Anyway hope every couple hab a wonderful day bah(:
hm keep wondering wad beebee refering leh.....kind of bored just finish reading that 不要脸混蛋的blog.....wad世界真巧, 世界真小.........其实是真.......受不了你!!! haaha(:
NAH!!nth post le..going revise the second round le(:
bye~(:

2010-09-04T20:09:00.004+08:00

HM...wat to post leh.its kind of soo bored.
Agrhh,wad am i tinking actually i oso dunno): jus currently keep tinking wad dad said to me : why are your result becoming more & more worse.is bcox of you cant concentrate of you're interested on study? *shag* is kind of dunno how to respond to him.+ why are parent so sensitive isn't the same? it's still one of the parent signature.why cant i hab mummy signature on my report book you're jus like blaming me that i asked her to sign on that.ARE YOU REFERING THAT I ONLY CAN HAB YOU AS MY PARENT?wad about mum?
YOU SAID TO ME : if next time you want your mum to sign for you..den next time dun show me all this.all the way long i'm the one who signed your report book when i saw this signature i really disappointed.DEN WAD YOU EXPECT? shall i correction it den asked for your signature again?
GAN! its really a bad example i saw.you're going too over alr!!dun you felt sorry to wad you done? i'm really disappoint to wad you've done & telling me all this.whenever i saw mummy i really hab that feeling of crying.you're kind of...............................

2010-08-13T22:58:00.003+08:00

argggh.Hungry Ghost Festival actually nth scary if you did nth wrong but i still feeling wierdwierd no matter wher i go.IHATEIT! ever since that experience, it ruin the whole of my life! everytime asking myself not to tink too much nth is wrong with me but some kind everytime will bcox of this cant sleep well.hmmm........but hab to tks deardear for knowing that i scare alone at home everytime he use his free time to send me home(: lovehim alot alot la....♥
well,finally done someting that i always wanted to do.heehe.I'M SO SO SO HAPPY (:
anyway Common Test is over.yay! tink history fail the most badly de.haaha.cox......i didn do.
ahLaala,

equation---->&MeCan [ℒℴvℯ yℴu] baby ♥

i rather to treat you as sibling dan anyhow tink.

you understand?

2010-08-09T19:27:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAE SINGAPOREeeee!(:
wahaaha spent my national day with deardear,mummy,jerome,adam & marvin(: went iluma caught a movie with dem.Laala/.nth post liaO.i'm so bored!!!!

2010-07-31T22:15:00.006+08:00

Arghh!

me &XiaoHan

laOpoS!

xavier kor& Me(:

well roughly abit of posting.kay.ytd SPORT CARNIVAL super fun de(: all the way helping up Haaha fun part are seeing teacher one by one Being dunk into the water.ANYWAY went back to primary sch le.HM,everyting i saw was wierd.suddenly hab that tinking of going back to pri sch life.It was so simple no stress of studying evertime play play play will do(: Soo glad that the canteen de aunty still rmb me sia.wow! SAw part of my friend but not those very close de):

Heehe.tis a photo took by teacher during sch exchange on photo shooting(: i miss all my friends(:

2010-07-25T17:48:00.002+08:00

Tks to all the people that are always rite beside me cheering me up.i'm feeling muc beta now.
kay it's time for me to sae goodbye~
i dun really hab that feeling to post.

2010-07-23T21:30:00.003+08:00

todae is my basketball day, yet i got injured in the end...
anyway i enjoyed it(: NAH! nth to post here liaOs

你终于说出口
其实你早就已经不爱我
为什么要低著头
你知道这玩笑骗不倒我
可是这不是玩笑
是要逃避你离开我的理由
我还能做什么你已经不爱我
我一直都爱著你难道这还不够
我还要做什么你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看著我
一心想离开我

我终于也说出口
其实很爱你但从没认真说过
或许是我的错
多在乎你却只放在心中
不要问我为什么
因为爱你这就是我的理由

我还能做什么你已经不爱我
我一直都爱著你难道这还不够
我还要做什么你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看著我
没什么需要被原谅
我笑得有些牵强
你知道我总是能够假装不难过

我不想看你那么累
多希望再给我机会
颤抖著我的手
握住的只是风
还能做什么你已经不爱我
我一直都爱著你难道这还不够
我还要做什么你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看著我
一心想离开我

2010-07-21T20:24:00.003+08:00

OUR friendship are DRIFTING APART if you noticed.Well,if you tink that this is the kind of friendship we should hab....SO BE IT!
I will not bother to care any further.Tink back and see, wat if i treated you the same way as you did.do you spare a thought for me?
Ohya so wad for toking back to me...I'm living in a different situation now, staying with a group of friends that i dun usually slack with.but i still feel happy ya.so dun worry.
People would found out that's something wrong in between, YOU TINK i wanted all tis to happened?. NOW is that attitude you show!
SO WAD if i made the first move, you dont even bother to care.IS this FRIENDSHIP?
THINGS ARE CHANGING I NOE.I WONT BE THAT SELFISH.IF YOU THINK THAT SHE'S THE BETA ONE,FOLLOW HER DEN.....all i could sae was she wont care you muc.Tink and see did i sae the wrong tings to you anot.
IF you are telling me that you didn changed so sorry you DID! If you tink boy-girl relation is more important than study,good luck to you den>..

DEAR! i'm disappointed of wad you hab angry me todae.REALLY> oh you still hab that tinking? so is still not trusting....haixx.Cant you see that i'm super unhappy todae?forget it den!

i will only noe

wad are you tink?

if only i could

understand you.

sometime you think

you've gotten over a person,

but when you see him smile

you suddenly realize

you're just pretending

you're over him

to ease the pain of knowing

that he will never be yours.

2010-07-11T22:08:00.002+08:00

HAIXX,it's an awful day for me todae.....
Dear busy doing house chores nehmind.
BUT WHY my heart is always that unsafe?i dunwan likethat de.I dunwan stay until so unhappy so unsafe..DEARDEAR):
Maybe its just my feeling my tinking bah.Everytime tinking that you're not enough thoughtful.
THIS not all i want de..): i really really very sad leh.
DEAR i really love you.izzi bcox all this den cause me to tink likethat?

why stead treated me like a friend

BUt friend treated me like a stead?

why it's an opposite way

I DUNWAN IT!!

haixx

2010-07-08T19:52:00.002+08:00

YTD weather is cooling.dunno why outside classroom suddenly so cold, really hab the feeling that's in air-con room.
HEEhe.iloveyou dear glad that we're okay now(: well.todae almost all period i'm so sadd,dear ignored me): den until chinese lesson arh suddenly started taking photos with QIN & Ronald wEE.hAAHA den must tks DEARdear help me finish with my library work so GREAT make me laugh throughout.
AhLa,nth le.feel so bored liaoS.

2010-07-05T18:42:00.004+08:00

IT'S OUR 4th MONTH. yet you accidentally fogotten le!
well todae went causeway ate breakfast + lunch with adam & dear den watched IP MAN2 with dem.after that slack awhile at LongJohn with marvin dey all den now at GrandMa house le heehe.
nth much le bah.jus roughly here to post something.
byes.....

2010-07-04T22:48:00.002+08:00

Laala.nth to post de sooooooo BORED.haixx.
Whole day at home so guaii unlike brother.HERH!
AHLA, miss him so much....hm.shall post more tmr kay(:

a friend like you i will never forget

its you the one,

who always makes me feel much beta

whenever i'm down

a 100 of thanks to you

2010-06-25T20:44:00.005+08:00

posting time.haaha went to Pulau Ubin.with the same few ppl.
tks deardear everytime help me push/pull bic up the slope.
let pictures cover everyting that i wanted to sae bah(:

2010-06-21T22:09:00.003+08:00

21.06.10 ):

shall wait for you to stop angry me first):
sorrrrrrrry deardear):

2010-06-12T23:33:00.006+08:00

well.nth muc sooooooooo bored..

hm recently keep going out with same ppl to ORCHARD & BUGIS.pei those boys go buy their clothes.ah laaala.

heehe same thing happened todae spent my day with deardear &friends(: shopping around Suntec.walking around Esplanade......hab fun ya(:

hm.nth le.pictures here(:

haaha hahaa.i'm done wib my lazy post.

byeeeeeeeee~

2010-06-05T23:09:00.002+08:00

Hm sadd.its the THIRD MONTH .but didn't manage to meet you up todae.
feeling so bored throughout the dae without you):
i miss you boy........

2010-05-29T15:00:00.007+08:00

hm.nth muc.pictures describe the best about what i've done within this week.

haixx.june holidae finally arrived but i still feel so bored):

eveydae go out spent money nia.nth do.

sian la!!!

have to go.byes.

2010-05-23T20:36:00.004+08:00

finally back for posting.
Hm nth much probably this few daes went tiong bahru for my baking.heehe.was totally fun.
Poor ting myboy hab to suffer le.ate blueberry chocolate cake & swiss roll for last two daes.everytime sae nice nice nice oso dunno he like mar lo.mmm...
Anyway todae went to changi naval base with family.spent my half dae tanning under the sun jus loitering around until 1pm...now habing a great headache wth!!!
haix tink stop here bah.not in the mood of posting liao
byes~

Can anything makes me feel much happier?

NO!!!

It's jus those daes without you.

tinking of letting go.

but i cant.

dun ask why!!

2010-05-17T22:01:00.005+08:00

Hm.tings are jus likethat boy.
ONE AFTER ANOTHER.RITE?
Some tings you cant really control de.
I noe same goes to me i cant control you on the same problem.So i didn angry about wad you have done. So do you? i noe to him ya you are! but others?
Same goes to me to her, i will! but others i okay.
NOE Why cox its all between you & my past.So it causes both to be sensitive rite?

Different people hab different character jus dont go too over ya(:
We shouldn't keep letting this problem causes the reason of qurrel.
I promise to let you see my phone. so do you?

i TRUELY swear that i love you.believe or not its up to you!
I oso scare that you will like her back arh.cox is jus an unwilling ending in between.[the way you msg her] but nehmind bah forget it.

2010-05-16T23:11:00.005+08:00

Hm....heehe the time is now 1111.do you miss me? guess you didn't cheh forget it!!

HEY! back for posting from the day at sentosa.spent my time dere wib newcourt people & my brother haaha.fun(: den after that went yewtee to find my boy todae he so sweet oh dunwan me kena rain he help me block.hm not bad uh.Cheh.

Haaha.ytd mood beri beri strange keep take photo de oso dunno why.hmm.sot sot de me(: went newcourt find alvina slack wib adam boy & didi until night den went back grandma house@ bedok.

2010-05-15T00:00:00.009+08:00

heehe.back for my posting.
Firstly,HAPPY SECOND MONTH boy(:
although in between we always qurrel but i really loveyou.
"是你想太多，我总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是你想太多，你也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我～的理由"

Hm.jus back from slacking with boy.~~todae~~mood swinging for the both of us tings went beri beri wrong when i first went to meet him.Erm,went Adam's house at first sadd): that he show attitude to me.haixx.but after that went Jerome's house he so hyper.sot sot de him.CANNOT TAKE IT LEH!!

Den.went dinner with boy at yewtee just now.slack awhile with LongLong time didn meet de friend tgt with jerome marvin adam den after that boy sent me home.Heehe tks boy iloveyou.

Er.tink stop here bah.bored liaos.

2010-05-12T22:29:00.003+08:00

Tings went wrong todae.was okay at the beri first time.
MESSAGE cause us emotional again!! Wad the...
Sorry boy didn did that purposely de,its just normal friend you understand?
it hurts when i saw wad i saw just now.but if you tink likethat den you feel beta wad can i sae.
i remain silent not = i'm angry.
HAIXX... iloveyou boy.

ANYway.art is jus tmr and yet i totally lost the interest in doing.
WTH am i tinking! so good some people DO NOT NEED to go sch tmr.haix.
3HOURS of art.wad to do sia.really dun understand.

Hmm,todae CHEM paper was easy.sure get high marks de.
thanks friend you're the one who i can always look for whenever i'm down.

2010-05-11T20:50:00.005+08:00

Hm, back for some posting.
SUNDAY
went to look for hubby at yewtee den slacked with him for awhile.he went grandma house.
After that celebrated mummy day with mandy,alvina,mummy and brother at causeway...
feel so孝顺buy flower mummy.heehe.
MONDAY.
Math paper1.was like so difficult neh.dunno can do well mar.haix
Hm, after sch went home first zhengyang & ling come my house do art.but didn manage to do alot.Den about 3+ bah hubby marvin adam nicholas come oso went to watch iron man with dem.
TODAE
Math paper2 okayokay only.give those question that has already forgotten wth.!!!
Hm, for bio paper beri easy think can score well bah.todae damn sway sia.wad's wrong with me....!!!!!!!!!!!!phone spoilt, overtook station, headache haaha go die man.......I Hate it!!! laaala....
TINK NTH LE BAH.THE MORE I POST THE MORE ANGRY I AM!!!

thanks hubby this period being with you make me happy compare to the past.

although we always show emotion towards each other, i noe you care for me alot.

i will cherish and wont let go so easily(: so do you?

[it just simply the past

that pain stay..

so does it affect us now?

let's forget it and cherish

what we are now!

thanks for the tings you did.

i do cherish it ya.& i didn

ANGRY[:

friends forever]

2010-05-08T19:02:00.003+08:00

Laala.finally back for post after months.
haixx.so sian.exam so fast arrive totally no prepare.
hm.all i wanted to sae was HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY ALVINA!!! & JERWAYNE HOO!

time flies so fast everyting was jus like ytd dreams.
see how boring life is.lucky everyday hab boy de accompany.
thanks boy.lovesyou.
well.nth to post le.think stop till here bah.
heehe...
AND LASTLY, HAPPY bDAE my friend(:

2010-03-18T21:05:00.003+08:00

hm.does this relation affect you.until you hope we hab some qurrel in between den maybe i will like you?I'm staying fine with him well i dun wish bcox of this you hab that determine to tink that mayb someday i wil like you.you understand? i noe its a 3years feeling and its hard to forget i hab that b4 , but i forgotten it why cant you?
you asked me out but i rejected cant you feel anything?
well i jus hope that we can only be friends.maybe that suggestion alvina or jiawei gave you is a right choice why dun you try it?
I hate that repeating msg you sent.
sorry if i hab hurt you but i tink tis is the beta way.

2010-03-17T16:47:00.006+08:00

hmm.roughly summary out i wanted to sae bah....
Ytd went to mummy(jianfeng) & jerome bdae at chalet.haaha meet hubby den he bought me dere so good of him(:
haaha.caught movie again.LOL.but to me i tink wad happened 2 junsheng is more interesting dan that movie lo.aiyoyo.hmm after movie went back room play liangyee de itouch.haaha.hubby scare tickle.laala.den night time went beach with those boys but was with him all the way, 你是第一個陪我到海邊看星星的人(:
thanks hubby i appreciate wad you hab done.loveyou.

2010-03-13T13:09:00.006+08:00

back from Chiang Mai.haaha.the trip was fun ya enjoy alot in between the two classes(:

at the same time miss him alotalot leh.haixx.

post some overdue pictures bah....

currently not in a hyper mood of posting.erm shall post those pic next time

2010-03-07T23:54:00.003+08:00

back for post le.after so long period of time.hm doing fine ya.everyday crazy life.
well basically this two days went out wib friends ytd wib ken dey all watched the movie of human being den night dum go newcourt slack haaha den todae went out wib two couple yang,ling and ronald,corrina to bugis.haaha.fun caught the movie of alice in wonderland(: tmr going chiangmai le wondering fun mar....
haixx.fun or not fun oso the same miss him so much.hope he arh can takecare himself dere.alw make ppl worry de.bendan de.
WE ATTRACT LOVE BY THE EMOTION WE DISPLAY.....WE RETAIN LOVE BY THE EMOTION WE POSSES!!!! so sorry for that regret i made.

2010-01-30T22:44:00.005+08:00

Laala.posting for todae.

Sick for 2days le stay at home nth do.so sian.no appetite too.haixx.so todae decide to go out with classmates.haaha.so funny sio.

LEVINA.ALVINA,YILIN,EDWIN,DAMIEN & &lastly XUEKAI.haaha.tks ya.for gibing me such a great day(:

Haaha.todae went to do group tee with dem EXCEPT xuekai.hm,quite ex lo polo tee with all the things we add cost $26.50. but aiya nehmind la.memories bah.

Den after that slack slack le we separate our ways ALVINA & Levina went back cck den YILIN,ME,DAMIEN & EDWIN go meet XueKai at Dhoby Ghaut haaha.same go slack slack shop shop den Take NEO-Print.ya.den headed straight to Tampinese but sian lo.XUEKAI & EDWIN pangseng us.LOLs.

Haaha.but nehmind la.we aact like little kids lo.went into ToysRus play play play.eeyer.so childish.laala(:

2010-01-27T20:55:00.004+08:00

Totally suffering todae in class.Damn it.sick again.
RUNNING NOSE, SORE THROAT & FEVER NOW!!
LOLs i cannot le la.its getting me into crazy mood.
em.posting for the day.well.nth much jus took some picture with friends.haaha

2010-01-26T21:02:00.006+08:00

Wahaaha(:
Back for posting.Well,the show of Hi, my sweetheart really so touching sio.but due to the conference call with group of funny jokers i cant manage to watch finish until 2am tis morning.Haaha,nehmind la treat it as celebrate KEN birthday bah(: funny sio haaha keep laughing non-stop great jokers(:
Sian la,feel like sleeping throughout the day.Hm,i shouldn't watch it yesterday night.I rEGRETED It.haaha(:
Sun bright so shiny today but it brings me only till recess time ended.How shiny it is? it's the same brightness that shown on somebody face.so lively haaha love him lots.Basically,PE lesson was about running.Damn it.Everytime go in the situation of running my friend came back to visit me....Ran 6round around the soccer field suffering all that pain.haaha(: Ohya ART.sudden found out ART can be my interest as in FUN.spent my 3period of ART doing that incomplete assignment lucky songs accompany us when we're drawing.
Tks for that everlasting smile you alw gave boyツ

2010-01-24T01:51:00.002+08:00

Is this fate? why did you make me dream abt you ever since that day?
Is this always a signal for me? Why? Likethat how am i suppose to forget you, with dreams that made me awake in the middle of the night?

2010-01-22T23:26:00.006+08:00

Well todae CCA Orientation wad the damn tired.totally went crazy.As in explaining all those thing abt Library to parent & those sec1.WAd!! finally noe why i kena this lo.cox teacher maybe gonna select us for LIBRARY HEAD total hab 7 ppl[me ,cythia ,madiah ,junkai ,benjamin ,huilin & melissa] being selected...Hmm,it's a tough job sio....
How am i gonna survive? nooooooooooooooooooooooo

Understanding all this.wanting to start all over again.really.sorry.
but i cant.why? hurting is all a person can suffer.wad this world is doing sia?
can any1 tell me?i really dunno WAd to do!
i HATE this kind of torture and hurts MAN!! really enough...take me out of this world
dun ever let memories linger in my life please.....

你不会爱我的爱我明白
你的最爱那一块哪天我才存在
我不会爱你的爱受伤害
所以宁愿安静的等待

我想你真的爱我
但我也真的很痛
不然不会连亲吻都苦苦的
哪里才会有离开你的出口
可是我离开以后能往哪里走

2010-01-20T21:20:00.005+08:00

Maybe you're right.We cant go back into past.
In this few days, i realised that i cant gain back that kind of love feeling compared to him.

That's alot of cant & maybe

Maybe i cant love you as deep as i love him.
i cant find that happiness you can give.
maybe it's fate that we should stop at a certain state.
we cant hab that trust that we both wanted.
Maybe your care are jus fake caring.

there's alot of things that you dun willing to tell me.& maybe i forever wont know.well.forget it.Its over.

Even if i already dun like him or i still like him.Maybe i wont find any others.
Maybe this the benefit of liking him, it's helping me to concentrate on my studies.
Feeling are all lies, i hate it.
[Seriously show me wad love is] enough of it.Man!!
Ya boy we're jus friend.dun stress out yourself.that's nth for you to concern kay.study hard for this yearツ

2010-01-18T20:26:00.004+08:00

I love you!!! boyツ

A post for ytd(:
went Lerh house do homework.damn stress sia sec3 life.i cant tahan le):
skip skip skip.....until we went mac for dinner
dunno is pictures section or really go dere for dinner de lo.haaha.

Well,i dunno wad to sae liao.
Todae went JURONG POINT with Vian & Lerh actually wan pei her go take the wad de.Den in the end wasted alot of time.So planned that we go eat first den go take but in the end didn go collect with her le.Damn it.We took 3hours to finish our Lunch @ Pizza Hutツ. zai rite.ya.

2010-01-16T20:20:00.009+08:00

Accompany Vian to JurongCC todae for her Scholarship things together with Lerh.She super dulan de,it all started with her Sis told her 15.30 is 1.30pm haaha.She chiong like siaozhabor lo.took cab dere super rich de.aiyo.hm.in between alot of thing happened while headed back to Vian house such as[she took off her uniform in front of the public,wanted to cross over the fence in order to cut short the distance imagine how obscene is that scenery MAN!!!!] Went her house and watched movie.Damn funny.The three of us keep laughing like siaO zhabor sia .haaha. Hm,suan le still hab lots of thing to go de.but no mood dun wish to continue le.

It's still too late to carefully write down your concern
describing how i love you,yet you leave me away with a smile
Feelings will eventually heve their down times
wanting to find someone to talk to
No complaints,No waiting
only the acceptance you gave me
Not understanding,Not saeing it aloud
Letting my regret linger in my memories
Trying to adjust to the Blankness without you
I accompanied loneliness,
but i realised that it's difficult to endure
it's too late to return to that day
The season that we met each other
The images of happy past
has now disappeared into nothing
The tomorrow i never say in time
is too precious for us
Let time wash away everyting
Hide all my tears inside my heart

2010-01-15T23:11:00.004+08:00

Went stagmont todae.Spent the whole day dancing 'fire burning' & singing lots of different kinds of songs lol i really gonna be crazy liaOs.
Ever since it started somewher after school.Well.CRAZY,CRAZY & CRAZY.i also dunno why? Naive & the Innocent boy(:

Take a breath,
I’ll pull myself together.
Just another step until I reach the door
you’ll never know the way,
it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something to take it all away.

Sometimes I wish I could save you
there’s so many things that I want you to know
I won’t give up till it’s over
if it takes you forever, I want you to know

When I hear your voice,
it’s drowning in the whispers
your just skin and bones
there’s nothing left to take
and no matter what I do
I can’t make you feel better
if only I could find the answer
to help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till its over
if it takes you forever, I want you to know
that........If you fall, stumble down,
I’ll pick you up off the ground.
If you lose faith in you,
I’ll give you strength to pull through.
Tell me you won’t give up,
cause I’ll be waiting here if you fall
you know I’ll be there for you

To: levina [Since when did the both of us fall in love in this?]

2010-01-14T22:10:00.010+08:00

Life is Unpredictable.
Well,there's nothing i could sae. I'm just staying in the world of worrying,it's bad to hab this kind of tings but no choice.
It seems to be jus suffering throughout the days.Life was simple, staying with all wonderful friends around.

其实我非常爱你不想失去你难道我没有权利说我不愿意你给了他的吻虽然只有余温可知道我多渴望抓住你的心我知道他很爱你你怕他伤心我每天假装开心害怕你离去可不可以任性求求你不要去藏在我心里最后一句其实还爱你

2010-01-13T20:26:00.006+08:00

Well,todae school started at 8.Hm,took a cold shower this morning wasted alot of time in prepared.7.30am den i leave the house cox Sebaster pei me go MRT station take train.Haaha(: it's the first time he pei me, end up making me so shy.wow!!..He so shuaii sio look abit similar as lerh de Bf only head not the same.well......Lerh understand?(:
Hm,spent the whole day in class laughing all tks to those Entertainers.make me laugh like mad sia.thrown bluetag.fun meh???haiyo...

Went to take the result of x-ray.Well,can sae not really that good la.At first i saw the result abit curve i tot i sit slanted position so causes it to be likethat de but wad i get bak for the reply was "you're are born to be abit curve le" den i was like WAD.born to be?possible?
Anyway going to hospital on 1oth March,eeyer but i dunwan put the wadever weirdweird thing to support leh.is like EEeee so strange.Well,nehmind la serious or not serious i shouldn't be sadd because of this.& shall stay happy everyday(: [REMEMBER? MY DEAR CLASSMATES]i love laughing everyday(: so girls dun worry me & tks for the accompany todae.I'm always the Crazy one rite(:
After that went stag awhile for slacking jiu go home le i go lot1 meet mummy.haaha so QiAo saw Jerome todae.He's still the same still so tall.wad the.
Err,i nth sae le shall stop here.

2010-01-12T21:00:00.003+08:00

Didn went to sch todae.went to see doctor & take x-ray instead.
Well,after that met alvina den go lot1 eat KFC for breakfast& lunch cox she didn go sch too.slack slack den go home.Damn tired restrest awhile den she use com watching Hai pai tian xin.wad the 1.54pm den i go shower when i suppose to meet lerh dey all after sch.did everyting in the rush of time.
Haaha,saw joeL todae.it's totally diff from the first time i saw him.haaha.sorry i cant go New Court so often(:
Hm,went yewtee with huiqin meiling & lerh laugh here laugh dere wad the.cannot gib the two Express girls to teach me wad's todae lesson de sia.Gib dem teach my mind totally went blank de. Nehmind tmr ask Ms Su.haaha.den after that go stag slackslack until 6+ den go home.Well, noe another new friend name Yuyou(:

2010-01-09T22:47:00.004+08:00

Maybe i shouldn't like you back.noe why? cox its difficult for you to like me back.feeling fade so no choice.Well tis is how i see in the facts, a person that jus my friend get to tell me the changed on me but you didn.shows that he stil hab that care or wad so ever as a friend.to you even its jus a friend looks like we're jus strangers.Rite to sae that?

It's totally different & its obvious.If you cant feel it den suan le but to me it's a different meaning le.i told him i'm changing to a lost in myself well its true!!!
rmb i told you i alr started dun understand on you le and obviously you are adding in alot of things.& after some time we gonna be two different world.
Maybe i dunno? i'm alw waiting for you to tell me. but you didn.alw reply in short way.orh.oh.ok. all tis is not i wanted to see.you understand?i not jealousing abt anything cox i noe your heart are still with her & i cant force it.is like the feeling between me & him it needs time,so everyting is my fault & i'm not blaming you.you understand?

If you love that person 1year,you hab to take another 1year to deeply forget & really gib up on that person. this all i understand cox loving him suffer me alot too.but it worth cox i didn regret on anything.

2010-01-09T11:42:00.002+08:00

Posting for ytd.....
fitness lesson started with Dance hate it man!!!hate dance leh..spent my fitness lesson laughing crazily on Principal + abit movement la obcox.
Well after math,PE train 2.4 running Mr Low wants 3-4 to run differently from other so ask us to run cross the field 20 times.My god.tiring sio.but fun was bcox Mr Low forced Robin to run, while running he laugh until like......................haaha.Hm, i dunno why i hurt until my back leh didn fell down or anything else why likethat?went to tell Mr Low but he dun care so suan le lo went back class sit right behind of the class quietly listening to SS teacher toking craps wait until recess.damn it.
skip until after sch la went stag slack stil the same ppl playing bball. denden toktok with xinyi abt something den met alvina for dinner tgt with lerh vivian.Lots of fun.lo.finish dinner ate ice-cream chatting abt childhood damn funny de.haaha.

2010-01-07T19:25:00.006+08:00

Today walked with junwei to MRT station.haaha so lucky jus reached train station jiu started raining liaos.hm.reached yewtee took cab to sch with alvina meiLing & vivian.Laala.hengheng didn late for class otherwise hab to get punish by Ms Sng liao.
Hm,todae first time clip up fringe feeling weirdweird de.but gonna get use it la.damn it.wad stupid rules sia.
Well,todae end school @ 2pm much early dan others, it's only for 3-3 &3-4.walked the whole entire level 4 - level 1 but cant find Mr tan wad the..siAn.hm. should i take A math? still tinking leh.E math den A math.tsk.aiyo.stress sio.
Alamak,from dunno when onwards still hab to stay back everyday for ART liaOs bah due to something.
stil can cope but dunno when am hanging up side down le.
LOLs, i dunno wad to sae le.
tink that's all bah(:

2010-01-05T21:17:00.006+08:00

Sch has started.busy has arrived right in front of me.Stil cant really get use of wad's in front of me.took height&weight todae,short 2cm = 167cm lose 2kg = 40kg tsk.wad the.impossible lo.

Sorry that i ignored you todae,i jus simply wanted to try gibing up without any regret.i dunwan to trouble you on anything maybe it takes time but i stil wanted to try no matter wad the results are....jus let me be the one suffering...dun worry i will listen to the advice you gave,ya i wont force myself de... [forgotten] & maybe i did it.so its a relieved.i tink.

Wad i asked earlier on was jus my tinking i didn hab that confidence telling abt wad i need or maybe something else,this simply got me confused.wad should i do?Maybe you still like her or wad la.i dunno.but feeling that i really cant read out wad's on your mind now a days liaOs.♥dumdum

Tks korkor for accompany me home ytd but sorry oh this makes keep rmbing that person who use to pei me home last time.
Erm forget it nth for the post liaOs.
WAD RUBBISH AM I TOKING ABOUT?

2010-01-03T21:54:00.009+08:00

Back from grandparent house.
Haaha.currently doing Multi-Task.jus finish chatting with Bryan & Zhengkai on msn. Msging with ♥dum♥,zhuzhu,Shawn & korkor.So sian.
Sch gonna start tmr le.Every rules changed and we mus obey it.haixx go die la.fuck.we not primary school okay.damn dulan.tsk.
Well,everything mus see tmr how le.Form teacher Sally Sng how am i gonna survive?i still tinking that why she dunwan take 3-3 mus take 3-4 sia.Damn it.

Hm,now waiting korkor to reach home den chatchat.haaha(:

Mummy told me abt daddy & she said "他有錢花在女人身上，沒錢花在你們身上!!" damn funny de can see how deep her hateness is,towards daddy(:
Parents are the best example. that's why i'm rejecting.sry.& i'm stil holding on 2 my 1year7month cox he's the one who noe me well(: but inside i understand that maybe its still not the time either for you or me.cox both of us stil cant forget the ting that's in front us.So make thing simple it's jus enough of wad we habing rite now..........
Girls shouldn't trust boys too much.cox all tks to feelings ' it ' hurted the other partner whenever feeling has fade.

2010-01-01T19:02:00.006+08:00

Happy 2010 tiger year!!
spent my new 2010 & the last 2009 at yewtee NEW COURT with lots of funny friends.

__________________last 2009 & new 2010__________________
Met alvina 1+ at causeway walkwalk den went yewtee eat Subway.Then met korkor den go new court slack.haaha.
Hour has past,went to meet Meiling den attended Kokhow organised de event.Wad the i really cant guide ppl de,can walk until i keep calling Jeefei ask him how to go that place de.aiyo.But go there oso nth do de quite sian de lucky have Vian & Ben de entertaining lo,if not sure die de.
Is like so qiao de only one day can saw so many friends de first saw Lerh while crossing road to yewtee den follow by abt 6 or 7+ arh saw Jiaming,Liangyee,Jianfeng(mummy) & Marvin @ kokhow block downstair.Denden 8+ saw Zhiyong,Nut,Xinyi & julius.
Anyway went Baojuan house play Majong until 10.30 i tink den went back New court play water bombs.haaha(: Den after that Jocelyn wanted to take group pictures,den after that we went to the drain for countdown totally fun man..ah haaha(:
Tio screen by Police but nehmind la get use le already the third time liaOs.hoho.after that went 7/11 find Alvina Fabien Mervyn dey all den go carpark rooftop slack totally cooling...
Went home with korkor @ abt 2.45 likethat.haaha.Tks korkor stil purposely pei me take cab home until my house downstair den go home.tsk.aiyo.

♥Sry dum if i'm the one who make you no mood bcox of some tinking.i dun meant to make you worry de.sorry really sorry.♥

2009-12-30T22:43:00.004+08:00

Erm.todae mummy de Birthday.Went to soul garden for dinner together with Alvina.haaha(:
Today woke up at abt 11+ first ting was msg _u_....den went shower all that, jiu go Lerh house le.Reach dere chat with her den wait for her to be showered den went lot1 pei Alvina go buy books saw adam,liangyee,jiaming,edmund&joseph.Haaha(: so qiao....
went popular bought finish everything le,went to eat pizza hut for lunch laughlaugh until damn loudly de.haaha.DAMN IT.cost $7 only on 1pen damn expensive de. haixx.after that go shopshop all that den went causeway met mummy.LoLs damn boring de lo.
Well,after dinner went to take neo-print together.hooho(:

Korkor : should i listen to your advice?is your decision right?why do i hab an unsafe feeling?

2009-12-29T13:23:00.008+08:00

Love are all kind of rubbish.No matter how strong your heart is..LOve will still hurt you as deep as ocean are...No one could prevent themselves from getting hurt but could predict that dey will get hurt sooner or later.
Nothing last till eternity,the only precious thing are those memories we once hab together.

korkor : stop doing that towards yourselves.there's nth much to do if her feeling towards you is fade.if she still love you she will come back to you.
___________________________________________________________________

S.O.W.J : sooo sorry that i cant be your first one.It just simply cant be replaced.tks for the care & concern you gave to me.

2009-12-28T21:31:00.005+08:00

Back from Malaysia during weekend.hoho(: went shopshop with Grandparents without buying anything back.haaha(:
Currently tinking of this.
should i choose __pink__ or __white__? i like the both colour at the same time but purposely i can only choose one of it...wad can i do on this decision?

but i still cant get the answer.rite now.hm.

2009-12-26T17:49:00.005+08:00

BACK FOR THE EARLY POST OF THE DAY.will not be around until Monday.Haaha(:
Staying with someone you really love even if you know two of us cant be together for alot of reasons,is like standing under the rain..it feels good but you know it will soon make you sick.
Sometimes it's beta to let go without knowing the REASON...Bcox it will surely hurt more to find it UNREASONABLE....

takecare boy.imy(:

2009-12-25T23:49:00.009+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!! haaha(: back for posting of the fun i hab on the 21dec - 25dec.....
_____21dec -22dec______
went to Joseph bdae chalet at down town east.haaha.went to watch AVARTAR with DEM in the evening, totally fun.the effect beri loud i cant tahan le.After that went dinner with Yichun&Lerh and i cant even THAT whole day meal.haixx. hm... didn expect that mummy gib me ton with friends for that day.haaha.tks mummy.haaha(: damn fun midnight dey playing scaring games.quite scary de.then the next day went to eat breakfast den go home together. but half way through i went grandma house.cause it's a promise to her liaOs...

_________FRIENDS__________

laopo&laogong_____daughter&mummy
____23dec -24dec_____
stay at grandma house rotting like mad.ah haaha.but nehmind i spent the whole msging with____ drawing names & watched 海派甜心 ep 8 haaha likethat jiu one day past.then went orchard the next day with Lerh.slacking around the whole ORCHARD ROAD until 11.30 den we manage to leave that place cox dere totally alot alot of ppl.haixx.i learnt my lesson shouldn't go dere on the Christmas Eve. no choice wad we can do....haaha.we cant do anything much...

_________25dec__________
went out with Alvina,Mummy,brother& baojuan dey all haaha.At first went to Lot1 de den after that went NEW COurt play bball& block catching.Haaha,Alvina de friends all beri funny make until i laughed until i cant finish my dinner. wad the... DENDEN after dinner met ______ for slacking haaha.Didi arh didi.why you likethat(:

2009-12-19T23:42:00.003+08:00

In the sentence of love,oftentimes,you have to put a period on someting that has to END and not just settle on a comma.In time,you will realize that it's nicer to SEE a complete sentence rather than a phrase that's completely hanging and doesn't even make any sense.

2009-12-17T23:36:00.007+08:00

Back for posting for tis two days...ytd pei Grandma the whole dae cox her Birthdae den pei her go walkwalk shopshop den at the same time bought her that handphone strip.haaha but looks like i get more benefits.hooho.cox she bought me to alot alot of good place such as ECOPARADISE totally hab fun dere....so relax...but still missing of him leh.hmm.After that went for dinner LOLs grandpa order special for tis make until i ate until damn full...DAMN it he gave her LV Bag for present...why dunwan gib me.haiyo
Well,todae went to LERH house playplay, use com,chatchat,took pictures.haaha but still tired leh dunno why.LOLs LERH so careless bought the wrong order of Burger King for her brother,den beri funny her brother........haaha(:

♥ my dum.damn cute.keep kena bully de.ahha(:

2009-12-15T20:16:00.003+08:00

Short posting for ytd&todae.....
Hm,was totally nth to do spent the day msn-ing with [friend]denden watched 海派甜心 until todae 9+ den went to sleep.damn tired de.haaha(:
so sian,todae i didn pei mummy go hospital for her operation.haixx.so sadd.
tink that's all bah.heehe(:

Which way are you going?The LEFT where there's nothing right?OR.The RIGHT where there's nothing left? you're the one who never met my standards yet i fell in love with....

2009-12-12T22:49:00.007+08:00

Bak for posting,todae went out wib Jeefei,Ling,Vian&Johnathan in the morning.After meeting Ling at yewtee we headed straight to Jurong East.Laala,Jeefei was the punctual one the rest including me were late.OMG.Meeting time was 12.30 yet we were all late for that.Hm.Went to Queenstown to collect tee,on the way back we lost our way but nehmind la took bus to BoonLay interchange so that was not too bad la.Den den we slack and bought present for Evan bdae why dec so many ppl birthday de?
So at about 4+ took train back with Jeefei,Ling&Johnathan.Hm here's Jeefei apology Bang until him for not stand properly in the train haaha(: all tks to Ling HOR(playplayplay).

Reached yewtee,went to Lerh house watched teebee with her instead of going to stagmont early(: Haaha anyway lots of tks to LEVINA TEO so good pei me go eat dinner.

Lastly,went to stag after that for celebrating Eetang bdae&Chermaine advance bdae. Haaha but lots of thing happened la.so scary.haixx.but was habing alot of fun with dem(: ...........................Erm,tks korkor always being right beside me whenever i go anywhere.your goodness i felt it.Tks(:

2009-12-11T23:08:00.006+08:00

Lalaala.Todae purposely went to change phone number.Didn't expect to bring iphone back with me ahha(: but i dunno how to use leh.Feel like throwing away damn it!!Haixx...erm,ppl if i didn send my num to you,jus leave in the tagboard kae...

[Somebody]good lo.he always win when i hab secret de.hmm.but ofcox he oso will tell me his one.haaha(:[fair]?

2009-12-09T22:26:00.007+08:00

Lalaala,todae went back sch to buy all kind of heavy books that i needed.Haixx damn heavy(:
Haaha,after that LErh pei me home den(something)make us keep taking the phrase to play but i learn new things from that(:
Hm,bout 5+ bah went causeway buy present for Chermaine.Hope she will like it bah.....

YTD suddenly noticed something,suddenly found out that dey both hab alot of similiar thing in between.Haixx mayb its fade bah.
LOVES MEANS: i can survive without you,but i dont want to.

2009-12-07T23:53:00.006+08:00

Hoho.todae went IMM with ALVINA,BAOJUAN&MANDY.
Lalaala,nth special there walkwalk buy all kind of stuff only OMG alvina arh look so much like aunty LoL.Haaha(:
actually meeting cyprien&precious for bball de but due to lateness next time bah.But pls la you two can inform EARLIER mar uh?
Haaha todae took neo-print with baojuan&mandy but strange de is baojuan hab blue eyes de.wa(:

alvina i finally used my $50 liao.haixx.jus bcox on that bag.SO DUN sae i didn spent that 50 hor.you,mandy,baojuan&me all used le kae...but tink i used the least..blah..(:

2009-12-02T21:20:00.009+08:00

Finally back for posting&editing post le.was totally bored during this holidae.
Todae went out with JINYIN&WINNIE haaha.so long didn meet up le dey changed le.went to watch RAGING PHOENIX,hm the movie was funny and cool.They use some kind of dancing step for fighting haaha(:

EDITED (Camp pictures)

2009-11-26T19:57:00.006+08:00

FIRSTLY wanted to sae hAppY BiRthDay BRAN!!!haaha.hope he grow more&more taller each and every year bah.
Um.finally想開了.its considered as past le.no matter wad the distance is: i shall not passby it again.i will jus remember that wad you once told me.

Lalaala, todae went lot1 with alvina mummy and brother.So good mummy treat alvina for sushi...WAD THE.....after that went to watch NEW MOON with alvina.OMG.the whole cinema was like only hab teenage lo,was like damn noisy de.haaha.the show was funny and cool.wahaaha.enjoyed it alot alot anyway...went yewtee for awhile pei alvina find her mummy de boss arh but didn manage to find until& den ofcox alvina pei me oso go walk here walk dere the whole yewtee point.damn sian de.haaha

Lalaala.took train bak home...em && someting happened..why?why? is this fate..LO Laala.That guy?

2009-11-25T18:44:00.004+08:00

Lalaala.feel much beta le.tks korkor.&tks for teaching me all those cheering up methods.haaha.feel relieved after that.

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Tks..haaha.i really really wont do that le.SORRY.Dun angry/sad oh.i dunwan to see that too(:

2009-11-24T00:31:00.004+08:00

All i could sae was NTH.all my feeling towards you has numb,you made me shag for the entire day&i still couldn't forget wad you hab told me..."wad should i do?you made me cry for you alot alot of times jus for one day?"

Todae went to stag for slacking for some hours,hm unexpected things happen there dunno is sway or wad lo... den met mummy at causeway to catch the movie of 2012.The movie was wonderful but went home abit late la cox now den i reached home..lalaala.tink..tink.stop till here bah,the whole tinking mind was surrounded bt those words& i dont know wad to do......

haixx,baby...baby faster bring me out of here.i dunwan bcox of him affect my feeling towards you...):

2009-11-21T21:18:00.007+08:00

I guessed ALL this are simply from the bottom of your true heart bah.OR maybe this are wad you jus wanted me to know.If the distance between us were just that (long),FINE i respect wadever decision you hab.There's no more use of saeing sorry IF you sae out all this kind of WORDS,i treasure you well&wanting you to treat her pretty well too.
Really jus dunwan your life to hab that second regrets but i guess you will never know.i understand& felt all the pains you hab,but wad we hab were jus the hurt we created to each other......You were once IMPORTANT to me but i tink,(that) tinking of yours was jusjus OPPOSITE from mine.

I never once regret about the RELATION we hab together as you told me every thing of that mistaken.Not wanting anyting back from you but just wanting to be with you throughout all those difficulties you are habing now.As FOR NOW,the one&only word i could sae was disappointment.
Just only this one word changed every single ting,worth it??
nehmind bah.I'm alright.Dun worry.stay on & continue wad we were habing now.
Treasure the thing you hab now and that's enough.

Tks you for letting me to know that i'm once been important to you.

SOrry VIAN&LING,i not in a good mood to post those pictures that we took during camp days will replace/edit next time de.

2009-11-19T02:00:00.007+08:00

bak for post le..
Haaha,can sae was totally habing fun for the camp with librarians and those active seniors.First day jiu nightwalk liao was habing alot alot of fun with the netball girls and the librarians,but super scary when walking passed 2-6class with VIVIAN,MEILING&ANDY lo.Eee,got touched by something tink i dun dare walked pass 2-6 and the malay class corner liao lo.
Hm,but i tink it's fun for others la...haaha

SECOND DAY,play alot of activities throughout the day den night time watch horror movie at 1-6(homeroom)Evan bery good la keep disturb ME & MEILING.Time was about 12+ bah if i'm not wrong Mrs Sim ask us go sleep le bah we go against what she expect haaha,after that went slacking with DAMON JEEFEI MEILING VIVIAN & EVAN.Playing cards walking in& out the classroom haaha.
DAMON devil de tink of the punishment is like abuse likethat,hm tink most suay de is VIAN & EVAN keeping losing on the cards games dunno drink how much water liaos.(VIAN poor thing)
haaha,tink out of all camp this camp most fun de cox hab seniors de entertain & the thought of activities they tink out.
ERM still hab wat arh?Hm ya,in the middle of the night we went to basketball court to look for stars in the sky.COOL lying in the middle of the basketball ENJOYING the sky.
Found out that the STARS moved to slidely another place after some time de.

LAST DAY,woke up slidely late abit reporting time was 8am.breadfast,games den took pictures jiu dismissed liao.Sian during games period got sabo by KOkhow sae i didn do forfit den wan me dance again so so so P.S. lo....i will remember him de.Lalaala after that went stag awhile passed booklist den jiu go chua chu kang park play water bombs with DAMON,KOKHOW,JEEFEI,EVAN,VIAN,MEILING&JONATHAN.damn it whole entire shirt wetwet de worst dan the situation of jus finish showering lo.laala.Tks to DEM i hab alot alot of fun.haaha

Lalaala,Best seniors EVER.

2009-11-15T23:14:00.004+08:00

Lalaala.dun tink that i hab anyting to post bah.
Haaha,tmr going library camp le wondering will it be fun mar?

Laala,

I could never regret loving you
because even if you didn't love me anymore,
I know that you once did and that is the most wonderful feeling
because I never thought that I deserved your love.

2009-11-13T22:18:00.004+08:00

Sickness was wad i could sae.Hate IT.totally cant sleep from ytd night till 6+ in the morning.HAixx mummy still wake me up early in the morning todae.
Cant really hab a good rest.hm):
Currently at grandma house now,sufing net on youtube& found tis songs.haaha.

2009-11-12T15:25:00.007+08:00

hm.why after your sickness it's my turn??

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Nth for posting todae.due to the sickness i'm habing now.DAMN IT.library camp coming le."how can i be sick."haixx

jus a few words for (Y0U)
Forget the times you walked by, Forget the times you made me cry,
Forget the times you spoke my name, Remember now you're not the same.
Forget the times you held my hand, Forget the sweet things if I can,
Forget the times & Don't pretend, Remember now you're just my friend.

Rather MSN with(yoU)

2009-11-11T18:52:00.004+08:00

Well.went out with alvina, my brother & mandy todae.
Totally dun feel like going de at first cox not alot of ppl go.den alvina suggestion go bukit timah rather dan going to tampinese for playing pool.....
UNEXPECtEd thing is......go dere saw yuwei & meowmeow(Malcolm)haaha.So long didn saw dem le(MEOW)stil the same keep bully me de.lalaala.

2009-11-10T22:29:00.005+08:00

todae went yishun with alvina.haaha pei her go take spec den eat dinner with her and didi.
Tink i go out with her can make me fat de lo.after eating dinner walkwalk liao den influence me to buy ice-cream for dessert.
todae time flies slowly but sky grow darker & darker in no time.haixx.life is jus likethat.after that went to take the train home saw this particular new door at the station to prevent unsafety tings to happen
Wad to sae leh.nth sae le haaha...

lazy sunday

2009-11-09T00:10:00.007+08:00

nth to post for sunday hm..jus simply a thought of lazy sunday.
hm jus came bak from grandma house at bedok hm.its pretty far sia.
Wondering should i changed to bedok area de sch mar?haixx
currently using com for chatting,thenthen suddenly saw the time of 1111.wahaaha.reminding me of the meaning he told me earlier on.so i'm missing him alot alot.wondering if he done finish what he suppose to do le mar.wondering if he saw the time of 1111 mar...
Haaha,anyway jus simply love him as deep as b4..and i really want to know abt "wad i really mean to him."hope he's serious of the sorry.
You were my everyting.kay..lovesyou

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todae went bak for library duty again.hm dunno that no need go bak for library duty le.den go bak gong gong de haha.nehmind.
Then after ask miss mani if we can use com mar & she allowed.haaha she so good.Used the com from 3-4.55pm i tink? in the middle we took some pic that we tink is funny de lo.heehe.so scary.Den b4 going home went to give the appeal form to general office lucky Me&Ling was jus in time to give the form.waseh.

2009-11-08T00:50:00.008+08:00

todae went sentosa with vivian,nash faeza and her boyfriend....
hmm.todae wake wake super early,hm all tks to brother de phone hor...met nash dey all at cck interchange after that wait for vivian the last person to arrive.haaha.nehmind.
took 188 to harbourfront station den go hawker centre buy tings to eat.hm.nash funny lo.1 lady wear until beri open den she ask us"she go beach wear until likethat arh."hoho.
Reach dere put our tings den eateat first, secondly go play volleyball & soccer until tired....hais is some kind of bored cox not alot of ppl go lo...
Tink 3+ bah we decide to go vivo walkwalk.reach dere went to play water at the top stories.faeza bf la.aft some time splash the water till my whole shirt wetwet de.bo bian go changed clothes with vivian.so ke lian lo we two.wahaaaha.was bored at the beginning of the day but was totally fun at vivo de toysRus shop lo.nash bully vivian den run here ren dere.laugh here laugh dere.heehe

2009-11-05T18:38:00.006+08:00

todae went back for library duty.
Duty was packing the stack of monopoly.hm tired lo.look at all the notes of money and cards can make me faint liao.
after that cannot take it so go outside with Lerh.hoho.took alot of pictures too.
Haaha tink stop till here bah i post pictures beta.

baby takecare oh.i will takecare myself oso de.dun worry.Haaha lovesyou.

2009-11-04T22:23:00.013+08:00

Hoho.back for posting of the day.
today went KUSU ISLAND with vivian,grandma and her friends.woke up at 8.55am den call vivian ask her wad she doing?den her answer was i jus woke up hehe.nbm.go wash up le den meet her at ANG MO KIO.went walk walk and but things dere le jiu went to meet grandma friends after that straight head to MARINA BAY.Who knows that when we reached there vivian jiu say going rain rain le.She la,sae what everytime she go out with whoever jiu surely rain de,haixx...after that rain started falling le.haaha.spoilt the mood le.Stood under the rain for quite sometime den so heng suddenly a van appeared from nowhere, brought us go MARINA SOUTH PIER. Took the boat to KUSU ISLAND feel abit dizzy on the way dere together with vivian.hm.i so lousy de lo.everyting oso weak de.Nbm vivian suggested that we listen to music jiu okay le.
Reached there,we took some pictures first then jiu went to the wishing well.hoho.was fun at that time de la.PRAY PRAY le jiu went to climbed the 152steps of stairs.Challenge with vivian see who reached first wahaaha,really tired de!hehe tied the yellow colour ribbon on the tree with vivian haaha.hope he wont hab so much stress to go through bah.
Eat eat at there den go home,haha in between vivian listening to adult chatting abt their jobs of massaging.She look interested on this topics de lo.LOL.
haha,guess wad i nth do so bring the little boy go walkwalk,hoho after one round of walking went back and returned him to his mummy.So surprised that he fell asleep straight away.cool!
actually planned to go bugis after that de but didn't go le.went back home restrest cox feel really dizzy after sitting the second time of the boat.haixx.reached home jiu abit headache followed by fever.=.=

lalaala i hab takecare okay,is you didn takecare stil dare sae to sae me oh.

2009-11-03T22:24:00.005+08:00

Hehe.bak for library todae with vivian & lerh.took alot of pic with vivian,Lerh & Ling
After that went to stag once again.ermm,everyone look like finding jobs to do during this 2month holday but yet i cant.mummy dun allow):

Knowing you are back into my life and i'm happier than ever......i found out love is FOREVER,if we hold on to it and nEvEr let it go.....
Although you wanted me to find others that treat me well compare to you but i really cant make it cox i really love you.

REally bery bery sorry, but i really cant find other guys that i deeply love again.hope(you)understand.

2009-11-02T22:28:00.002+08:00

wad to sae?
Todae went back sch for library duty was fun help Miss Mani pack the room totally tired but after that nth do she let us used com for awhile.hehe.she so good love her alot la.
After library dunno why felt sadsad again haixx.cried again le at home.
Hoho tmr going back to library again but duty was wrapping books..that was wad i expect.
Really sorry to some people, i really hope you all dun go into relation with me.[as for some reasons]
Really bery sorry!

2009-11-01T23:06:00.003+08:00

nth for posting todae.
todae whole day stay at home msging and msn-ing with dumdum,shawn & nicholas.hoho.cox dun feel like going out.
aft that watch the same show with shawn den chat chat alot ting hoho.
hehe nicholas baby's felt tired liao tink going sleep sleep le bah tmr hab library duty hm...
currently sadsad for someting feel like crying le.sry stil cant dun go tink abt that..likesyou.nitexnitex

2009-10-31T21:35:00.005+08:00

bak for post post.
Jus came from slacking at stag with nicholas shermaine brother Lerh dey all until so late.lol.tired all the way.
sad for someting todae,really really feel down for this.
anyway ytd was totally fun, last period celebrating ms tan treat us pizza.hoho.took pictures at the staircase but still the same ting msg msg and msg only.Haixx early noe we cant changed the class white board jiu dunwan go complain le lo.retarded.we stil need to clean the board ourselves wtf...JM hair syle lo but look like ah beng hehe.
wa sian le la i dunno wad to post le tink jus stop here bah.
tks nicholas pei me whole day hehe.
takecares.likesyou.my dumdum.♥

2009-10-28T22:19:00.004+08:00

Nth do todae.
lessons was getting more & more boring liao.spend the whole day typing msg with..... and others.finally noe the tiredness of typing le,keep on holding the phone with me,not like recently put my phone aside den chat with Ling dey all.
Really beri long didn likethat type msg liao,[cox of someting.hoho]!
todae during ART lesson watch movie with 2-5 that shown by Mdm Fazelah but yet i spend the entire two period sleeping.hehe.CCT lesson changed to assembly was totally bored la.next year hab to follow the new sch rules liao...WTF..
em,anyway todae got the form for offering math subject on express stream den hab to tink whether wan to tak or dunwan.lalaaala dunno wad to do le la.forget it.
oh go restrest le bah nitexnitex.likesyou.wahaaha

2009-10-27T22:06:00.004+08:00

as usual slack slack den jiu go home le..saw jack todae totally diff with his hair colour....GOLD.OMG.help nicholas with his ear piercing hm can feel that he's habing a great pain but he still bearing it.
jus finish playing games with someone..haha lose me so many games...hehehee..but manage to win a few bak too.fun with abit lame de games....dum_dum..
end here bah. wahaaaha

fun ,sian

2009-10-26T21:59:00.008+08:00

todae should be going to play pool de but suddenly dun feel like playing le cox beri less people go nia..hm...so aft that met alvina at yewtee ask her pei me go eat breadfast & lunch hehe...walk walk the whole entire yewtee finally noe wher is circle le.lol.
aft that sian nth do jiu go stag slack.almost use all my time at stag todae..mmmm....slack until 6+ den jiu go yewtee station wib vivian & qingyang reach home abt 7.15 bah.damn sian + tired de..wahahaaaha.suddenly likes Lee MinHo[ju junbiao]alot alot haaha also dunno why?
nth much to post le bah haha.stop till here lo.
likesyou.hehe

2009-10-24T19:31:00.004+08:00

weekend! hate it again
........ wakes me up todae but stil feel like sleeping in the end, stil wake le.
nth much to post todae cox didn go out wib alvina.
haixx suppose to eat mac todae morning de but changed mind le all thanks to Ms Tan & Mr Greg show us the video... Habing fear of going mac & eating mac. hm dunno when can i eat again starting from now.
Alvina & Lerh when you two can eat mac again tell me oh,wondering how long can we dun eat mac.

2009-10-23T20:50:00.006+08:00

post post!!
Todae aft sch go stag nth do den Alvina suddenly wan go lot1 den jiu pei her together with Ling & Lerh.walk here walk dere decided to eat Pizza Hut. while eating Zy called me hm sry la eating mar so late abit so down. Met until him jiu bully me liao .Wawaaawa ask me takecare bike den go buy drink himself together with jiaming, sian early know jiu dunwan go le...
Suppose to be not feeling well de den aft meeting dem awhile jiu went home. not use com but went to rest. Zhuzhu la i noe, hehe but really cant take it mar.
Hmhm dream dream again le, beri long didn dream abt someone le mm......[dunno is a good ting or bad ting?]
Heheehe Alvina sae de correct lo, lucky is dream of him not another one.if not i die liao.
Dun feel like posting more le, stop here bah.

2009-10-21T18:32:00.004+08:00

Bak for posting again.Todae & ytd get bak exam paper,pass geog chinese literature art haixx but fail english soo sad.but lucky math todae cheer me up hehe got 87/100.Wa 3/4 of the class got pretty well marks lo so good den end up whole class sat for the A math test except some.
Hm? took the A math test todae ermm can sae quite okay bah suddenly dun feel like getting A math liao.
Tink i todae crazy le lo!! suddenly dunno why speak to someone.Haha.
Sian sio haix i tink bball really linking to him lo,miss him den can shoot well, suddenly feel like gibing up on him le den cant really shoot well in bball liao but nbm will try harder de.
gib alvina noe surely blame me for not interested in bball le.[aLv dun scold me!]
nth muc beta to sae lo, tink stop till here bah.Wahahaa

2009-10-17T22:02:00.011+08:00

Finally return from outside.Todae went out for the whole day until now den return bak to my sweety home.Haaha,todae go celebrate korkor de birthday at stag. Heehe,totally enjoyed alot alot from cheeky, chermaine, jingyi, lerh, jianmin dey all. Play here play dere until so late lucky mummy didn scold.hengheng.
oRh took until JiaNmin smoking haha.den dunno LeON looking at what until so serious but aft that he draw a pig hehe funny lo him.CheeKy playing guitar showing off that he's playing very well hoho.
play ice-man at nitex time if i not wrong den one girl girl stand behind me lerh started play wib her together wib me& jingyi.Haahaha chermaine go carry her den follow by cheeky... aft that he wan carry her she cry so loudly hehee.orrrh she doesn't like cheeky!!Hohoo
Hm???totally tired i tink post pictures beta bah dun feel like writing more le.
KoRkOr tks oh know you treat meimei very good but todae you really did alot of tings le so dun blame urself kay.takcare

2009-10-16T10:54:00.016+08:00

bak for posting.hehe.Exam finally finish!! freedom all the way le.Life have been changed dad no longer control me.Like go out jiu go out haha.Lalaala.
Todae so fun go out in the aftnoon came bak at night wahahas so happy.Anyway todae went to LEViNa house play wib aLv and BaOjUan until 4+ going 5pm bah.DEn den pei lerh go eat first, aft that go stag.Haha played match wib EetAng , LeOn, sHerMainE, cHeeky , Nut dey all but too bad didn really pei ChErMaine, during match that time she jiu go home.slacking @ stag after that See jingyi help lerh on her game of playing cards den weekiat bu shuang,LeRh lose le haha jingyi help her get the punishment.Hehe gabriel eyes so big den oso beri cute de lo hm err stil hab wad arh hm????orh saw bran jus came from his date wib liangyee dey all.todae saw bran wear his home clothes OMG didn see him wear b4!hOhO.
wa wa wa finally realised todae go everywher oso mus took picture haHa. aft that went home together wib jingyi and LeRh at abt 7+ bah Lalaala totally fun todae.. em tink stop till here lo: mayb tmr continue bah

Not really in a good moody

2009-10-14T19:58:00.000+08:00

Didn really did anyting todae other than slacking.Mummy ask why todae so guaii so early go home,hehe cox cant take the coldness at stag mar jiu early go home lo.Todae saw ... den jiu go home together wib him haha.Not really feeling well todae hm reach home jiu go rest le..
until now stil haben do finish art WA die le la tmr !! stop till here bah.